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When
were you first spanked? A
boyfriend first spanked me. He flung me over and gave me a long hand
spanking because I was being in his words - �pesky�! This progressed
into him using the crop on my bottom whilst I was made to touch my toes
and count each stroke. My first experience was a shock but I�ve always
been very passive sexually and so loved how submissive it made me feel.
I particularly liked the way he had to physically take me in hand
-excuse the pun. My interest in spanking just seemed to be a natural
progression from there. What
part of CP do you enjoy best? Probably
the role-play aspect playing out stories where I end up being punished.
One of the best parts about acting out a scenario is that I have to wear
the right costume. I like to dress as authentic and as smart as
possible. I have an elaborate and large wardrobe
including different academy/school uniforms, smart office suits
and full military uniforms. I particularly like to wear a short pleated
skirt which is easily flipped up or a tight fitting knee-length skirt
with its tight material stretched across my bottom. The
anticipation is also very exciting, even before the scenario there is
fear and trepidation. What is going to happen? Which implements will he
use? How hard am I going to receive it? During the session I like to
stand in front of my punisher eyes down being scolded wondering if it
will end with me being spanked. I like the build-up to it, the punisher
walking around me all the time, the waiting and the fear of what is
going to happen. I am made to count each smack and thank my castigator
at the end. And best of all I love to have my bottom stroked in-between
strokes knowing that a hand can be so gentle, soothing and tender, and
yet can also dish out a severe spanking.
Why
do you think you enjoy being spanked so much? I�ve
always liked being bossed around by men. I�m naturally submissive so I
enjoy the idea of a strict man keeping me in line. I did have a strict
upbringing so I suppose it has followed me into adult hood. I like
someone guiding me and then punishing me for mistakes. Somebody older
with an authoritative way about them, well groomed, I particularly like
men wearing suits, as they look powerful and worldly wise. What
is your favourite implement? I
love hands best although my favourite implement is the Birch. I was
actually first birched by a woman, a girlfriend who was very experienced
I immediately felt an infinity with the implement and it has remained my
preferred corporal punishment sensation. I have also introduced a few
people to it, as it is not often used today. I like the way it can feel
very different depending on how each individual birch is made, i.e. the
age and texture of the switches their length. I also love the sound of
the birch, the lovely �swish� through the air and the �whoosh�
as it hits my bottom. I love to be birched all over my bottom with fast
continuous but light strokes. These should build up in intensity until
my whole bottom is tingling and glowing. Then at the end a few hard
individual strokes. Anyone who hasn�t experienced a lengthy birching
doesn�t know what they are missing! I like the thought of maybe
wearing Victorian split knickers with lots of petticoats which would be
ceremoniously pulled up before a long birching. It
is also part of my fantasy to have all the implements laid out in front
of me, not knowing which ones are going to be used on me. Or to be
ordered to fetch a certain implement and give it to my punisher. I find
the gesture of the offering very exciting. Although
a female friend of my thinks I am mad, as it is her most feared and
hated implement, I actually love the American style wooden paddles. I
like it after a hard hand spanking as once I am warmed it can get down
that bit deeper into my bottom flesh. I have to be well warmed to take
it and need a space in-between each stroke to let the after-sting
sink-in and drift away before the next stroke.
What
is your favourite position? Over
the knee spanking is my favourite position, being pulled down over the
knees and then having my panties slowly pulled down. Being over
someone�s lap is humiliating and exciting also makes you feel very
exposed. I also like love to be in front of a mirror it adds to the
humiliation and to be able to watch the disciplinarians face and to see
myself over their knee � to see the entire picture in the reflection.
Also the punisher has such a view of my intimate parts. I think a
really good hand spanking starts with light pats building up, warming
the whole area of my bottom gradually. I
like to be placed in to different positions and to be told to stay in
certain positions, standing in the corner hands on head maybe skirt
tucked into the waistband. My bottom being surveyed by my punisher,
knowing �he� is looking at my red-hot bottom it is belittling but I
find the process pretty exciting. Is
there anything you don�t enjoy or wouldn�t do? Well
I don�t like having the backs of my legs smacked, as it stings too
much. I find the cane a little too intense though after a very thorough
punishment I will take a few strokes. For heavy punishments, as I have
said, I prefer the birch. I have been caned by one or two people who
were not very competent which means you can�t relax because after
every two or three strokes you know there will be a miss hit � who
knows where? I
hate the punishment to start off too hard rather than them building up
to something more intense. Also during a hand spanking if someone is
really excessive it just feels like my bottom is being punched, jarring
my hips and making the whole thing unpleasant. I
don�t mind being coaxed into being punished and feeling like I have no
option but in a safe way. This is why I like to use a safe-word which is
used to end the punishment if it is �really� too much. This makes me
feel safe and able to let go and enjoy the punishment. Once I have
relaxed over the punishers lap and fell they both know my limits and I
can trust them I can get very wet and excited just from a thorough hand
spanking. What are your favourite scenarios? I
love to play at being a mature schoolgirl in front of a head master. I
have several uniforms I like to wear for playing. Another is to be a
secretary punished by her boss for not doing her work properly. I like
to wear black stockings high heels and a tight fitting skirt and white
blouse. Before the punishment I like to be well-groomed and presentable one
moment, then the next over someone�s lap skirt up pants down, disheveled
and
flustered. This process adds to my humiliation making me feel humbled
and submissive. It
is not just scenarios I also like to be punished for real in everyday
situations. (Spending too much or forgetting to post an important
letter.) Maybe I am wearing tight trousers or tights and then spanked
over the top. The stoking in-between is lovely through nylon or tight
clothes. Perhaps being pushed over the arm of a sofa or over the dining
room table with a cushion. What
were some of your most exciting spankings? The
most exciting spankings I have received were when I was not expecting
they just occurred on the spur of the moment. Once on a train I was
misbehaving in an empty carriage in between stations I was give an
immediate hand spanking by my male companion. Its suddenness was
exhilarating but what was thrilling knew we were about to enter a busy
station and that people would almost certainly enter the carriage �
would anybody see? I was pulled up just in the �nick of time� and
then had to sit there flustered with a roasting sore bottom. - no one
knowing of my earlier predicament. I
was also once punished in public in a department store, this time there
were a few people around who were very surprised. I was pushed over one
of the counters and given a few hard slaps over my clothes. It was
exciting and humiliating. I certainly won�t forget the look on one of
the sales assistant�s face! Once after a very severe spanking I was sent out to the shops wearing only a very short skirt and no underwear. I was walking around the shops with my bottom really glowing I could feel the heat through the skirt, which was truly exciting.
I�m quite enjoying all this talking about being spanked the only problem is now I�ll have to go off and find someone to turn it in to a reality! Nina B xx |
Year 2000
